Searching for something that "sticks"
Wednesday, December 05, 2012
So I joined Weight Watchers online, I made lists of everything I'm going to do, planned my meals, scheduled in my workouts, took pics of my healthy meals, blogged, asked friends for support, bought home workouts, cleaned out my refrigerator, inventoried the pantry & committed to walk 40 min a day.
How'd that go?
I'm in trouble. I am at my highest weight ever.
I'm all plans & promises. I know what needs to be done & I'm a great cheerleader when there's someone else to cheer on, but for my own health & follow-through - nada!
What is wrong with me? When/how will I ever be fed up with being fat, lazy & in pain? I'm well educated on everything I need to lose it, I just can't seem to get myself sparked to follow through with my goals. I am so tired of this roller coaster & I am at my wits end with myself.
Where do I go from here? How do I inspire or push myself when nobody inspires or pushes me? Can anybody relate? What did you do to "just do it"?