Tuesday, December 18, 2012
I had a plan, NO cake...then I ate cake. I suck, but I didn't give up completely. I'm still here, posting my blog for day 3. Admitting I ate that damn cake. I made dh take the rest of the cake to work with him so I would not give in and eat even more of it. So it's gone. SO what did I do...I ate a couple of those stupid cupcakes that the kids made since they don't like german chocolate cake. I am now hydrating and steering clear of the rest of those cupcakes that are taunting me from the kitchen. I'm not going to eat any more of them!!!! At least that is the mantra I am telling myself. On a positive note I did eat the ghoulash I planned to for lunch only it gave me horrible heartburn. Um yay, not.
Been waiting for money that my wayward parent said he was going to give me for Christmas to finish doing my shopping and of course it never came. Now I'm down to the last paycheck before the holiday and am no where near done shopping. Plus I still have to grocery shop for Christmas dinner and the guests we will have for 10 days after Christmas. AHHHHHH!
I will not sooth my stress level with food...I won't. AND I am going to do my 40 mins of cardio again today. I will, honest! I did it yesterday, and for the better part of this past week too. I'm making the effort, I just need to give it 100% instead of 40%. SIGH