What If I Stumble?
Friday, August 02, 2013
Sorry for the MIA but life has once again interfered with my computer time as it tends to do more and more lately.
July was a struggle.
I found out that my dream of having another baby would put me at too much of a health risk and sometime in the near future I will be having a hysterectomy. This hurts more than anyone knows but I am grieving it and will move past this stronger than ever. It has also made me so thankful for the two beautiful boys I have. I am choosing to be thankful and not dwell on what I can't have.
July was also awesome!!
I have developed a habit of training every day after work! I love how it makes me feel and though I haven't seen a weight change I do feel myself getting stronger and it feels wonderful! I still don't have a lot of energy but I think that's due to medications my doctor has me on. Blah.... I hope to get off those puppies by the end of the year so I can get my energy back!
My issue right now as I prepare for my upcoming surgery, besides the emotional toll its going to take on me, is am I going to stumble? I know I won't be able to work out for at least a few weeks if not longer and I am doing so great right now I am scared I am going to lose my momentum.
Has anyone recovered from a surgery and had the same issue? What did you do? I am definitely going to focus more on my food during that time and try to establish healthier eating habits but what about losing muscle?