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Monday, November 25, 2013

You'd think with all the pounds I've added over the last several months, some of them could have settled in my chest area. Y'know, bigger plumper Girls, as it were. But no. No no, the breasts don't get the benefit, just the thighs, spreading every wider and w-i-d-e-r. And Eunice, my gut flap apron thing. I'd be mollified if my butt got rounder or better or something but it's just gotten broader rather than plumper. Does that make sense?

Oh. Hi emoticon I'm here, back, mostly. I've dusted off a few things, reconnected a few things, and we'll see where this leads me. I had my ridiculous tantrum for several months and now I'm paying the price. I don't feel good. I don't look good. I'm not surprised.

It's not going to be easy, or pretty, or heck even consistent at this point. But nothing worth having ever is, right?
Thank you for the messages and checking in on me.
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    Welcome back! I've fallen off the wagon as well, and although I'm still checking in with Spark, I'm not tracking or exercising much. It's good to see you back on here!
    2766 days ago
    So good to hear from you, Candy.

    Happy Thanksgiving to you and Bill.

    2766 days ago
    I've been missing you!!!!!!!!!!!!! So glad you're back.
    2767 days ago
    Awwwww! It's so wonderful to see you back here. We've missed you a great deal. Wishing you the motivation and drive to create your own path to your out here and wherever you are.

    I've been thinking about you. Wondering how you and Bill and the pups are doing.

    It's awesome to have you back here. Please pass on hellos to the rest of the family. And wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving if our paths don't cross before then.

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    2768 days ago
    2768 days ago
    Oh Bailey, I missed you. I'm glad to see you here! Take your time, feel this out. Let me know if you need anything!

    (Sidebar-- so dumb that we can't have our weight go where we want it! I would have such an awesome rack and tiny belly if that were the case!)
    2768 days ago

    Comment edited on: 11/25/2013 12:01:20 PM
  • no profile photo CD8532529 prayers have been answered...that you would find your way back! So glad to see you friend! Your hair is gorgeous by the way! Ok so here we all are, putting one foot in front of the other, and seeing where life is taking us. I was at the gym the other day when it dawned on me that I may not be seeing the results I want, but at least I'm not doing what I have been doing for so many months, getting bigger. Before when I was treading water, I thought that was failure. Hardly! Maintaining my health was a victory. Time to change the paradigm of what success looks like. And I'm so glad to be doing it with you again! Hugs Spark Sistah....I missed you!
    2768 days ago
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