How do you define yourself? hummm.
Sunday, January 12, 2014
I had a dream/euphony the other day I want to share. The other day I had a dream, in my dream this mean girl walked up to me and asked me why do you belong here?, and looked at me as if I didn't belong. (I had a walmart sweatshirt & jeans on) and she was looking down on me because of it.
My response: I belong Anywhere because I am kind person, honest, caring, good friend, dedicated wife and mom, & awesome gma and neighbor. I am wearing my walmart sweatshirt because I like it! I like who I am enough to wear whatever I like no matter where it comes from or how much it costs. Most of all I would never treat anyone like you are treating me. And that makes me a fine human being.
When asked by my friend why do you think you had that dream? My answer was because recently I traded my home of 30 yrs w/my DD, (she just had another baby and outgrew it) for her lil single wide in a rent controlled mobile home park. (I heard), There are ladies that I know who look down on this, I was amazed anyone cared to be critical of what I did. hummm . I am very happy here though. When I told my friend this she said "Maci what you did is beautiful and kind, never look at it any other way" those who would say such things aren't looking at who you are. Foolish women!
I wrote this blog because maybe you define yourself from the eyes of others instead of your own inner god guide. If so remember others only see things on how it effects them. IF you don't feel good, pretty, smart, kind, or classy enough because you aren't living up to others expectations. Time to turn your focus on your value system and see if maybe you are listening to others definition of you instead of your own. i now heavy stuff.
Get out there and enjoy life, get your exercise in, go dancing, wear your walmart clothes w/pride! Life is to short to let others define or dictate your life! oh life is good! Let's go live it!
My euphony was: My definition of who I am should come from me only! I define me now from my perception of me! God made us all to be the person we were meant to be. I am an original, and so are you! Woohoo!