Again? Yes, again
Sunday, March 09, 2014
You know I have tried to get back to this regularly, and for some reason I just don't get here daily. So, instead of beating myself up about it (that's what I do), I'm going to just try the best I can to be true to myself, and get here as often as I can.
I have started walking again - now that this horrendous winter has finally started to subside. I am also going to get back to the gym when I can. However, I have actually started living life again - something I had for the most part stopped. I didn't go out, I wasn't involved in my community. Well, now I am and it feels better than any work out at the gym ever did. So, that is something for sure that helps feed my positivity.
I need to 28 total pounds to get to my desired weight. I have put 8 of the original 30 back on, so 28 will get me to the 50 I wanted to lose in the first place. I am still in a better place weight wise than I was, and in so far better a place psychologically that I will allow myself to just do the best I can.
So there it is! Again? Yes, again.