Monday, April 07, 2014
Gah!!! My medication does *a lot* for me, but keeping me up at night is not one of the upsides. I didn't nap yesterday, but I also didn't take a melatonin. So I tried to go to sleep and couldn't. And laid there more. And couldn't. I got up for a bit around 2:45 and did stuff on SparkPeople until about 3:30.
Needless to say I did not get up at 6:30 and go to the gym like I want to!! And that pisses me off. I woke up at 10:30 and did go to the gym, then did all my stuff in the afternoon. But not waking up in the morning at this point sincerely feels like having part of my day robbed to me. There aren't as many hours. I get to watch items on the TeuxDeux (It's an app/site. Get it? "to do" "teux deux" hahahaha) list roll over to the next day seriously bothers me.
I didn't nap this afternoon, though I did lay down and watch some TV in the evening because I had this massive wave of exhaustion roll over me. I hated how tired I felt, but again- at least I didn't sleep.
I've drank all of my water, made mostly good choices with my food. I did a little tiny bit of networking this afternoon, but it all still just leaves me feeling lost and directionless. I don't know what a person like me is suppose to do? I'm weird. I'm a really awesome sort of weird, but it makes it difficult to know where I should go, what I should do.