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Umption

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Father, my get up and go just got up and went.
I can't seem to get the Umption to move.
I don't know what happened, but my motivation is shot to blazes.
Please help me! My world feels like I am in sludge. I know Who You are and I know You are aware of what is happening.
My mind is foggy.
It's like I am at a crawl. My legs feel heavy and weak. I want to cry all day and that is not like me.
This attack is severe.
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  • DHARRIS10
    I, too, understand how you feel. Your blog could have been my blog. I had a hysterectomy in June of 2012. It has been a struggle ever sense. Some days I have thought if I didn't have Christ to lean on I would have no one. The depression that comes with the fatigue and other ailments can be over whelming. It is important to have outside support. Praying for you this very moment!
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    2397 days ago
  • 859320
    I think a lot of people are down by the fall rainy weather. Also, have you had a physical lately a stroke can make you feel slowed down.

    I have been trying to read my bible more. There is a verse in there somewhere that tells us that his word is our strength.

    Sometimes we get so over whelmed that you just don't know how to get started. I have been sleeping a lot too. Listening to good Gospel music does seem to left my mood up.

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    2397 days ago
  • SURVIVOR61
    Yellowrose of God's , you are not alone in how you feel. but we can turn it around by reading God's Holy word and listening in to some Awesome Hymns. Get those feet to kicking up those heels and shouting Hallelujah!! Girl don't you know that we love you and you can reach out to us anytime your feeling down. By the way can you tell me What did Tickle me Elmo get when he left the factory? He got two test tickles Lol..... are you laughing Yet? Come on now.... I know I had to at least a giggle or two... Can you think of some good jokes or e some great songs.. Look at God Vine and view some awesome Christian videos!! Even youtube and check out Mark Lowry, he is an awesome Christian comedian and singer. Keep on blogging and I love you sister!! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2398 days ago
  • no profile photo CD14315421
    Depression.....It is debilitating at times. Some days, just sitting up on the side of the bed is like a bad dream. The first words out of my mouth are "Thank you Lord for another day". Do I mean it? Yes, but sometimes it takes a lot of effort to tell Him. My refuge is praising my Lord in song. Before the coffee or anything else. I turn on my favorite hymn and praise music and sing. It may not sound like much but when I sing about what He has done for me and how much he loved me to bear the weight of the cross, somehow that helps me get on with my day. Sometimes, it is one heartbeat at a time. I know how you feel, sweetheart, and I will keep you in my prayers. You are so special to our Lord," turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in his wonderful face and the things of life will grow strangely dim in the Light of His Glory and Grace." That is a beautiful song which helps me so much. This is the youtube link number. Let me know if I can help. I am only a SparkMail away. God bless you this week. You sister in Christ, Judy.

    http://youtu.be/l0k258
    D1Lis

    (Just copy and paste this in your title bar and hear the song. It is very special.
    2398 days ago

    Comment edited on: 10/12/2014 8:15:43 PM
  • IGNITEME101
    I'm sorry to hear that you aren't doing very well. I will continue to pray for you and your family. I pray you will improve and be touched by GOD!! God bless you thsi day.
    2399 days ago
  • GRANNIEC1
    We share the same shoes. emoticon Thank you for putting it into word.
    2399 days ago
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