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I hate my guts!

Sunday, May 10, 2015

I mean that quite literally! I do love myself, I am proud of all my accomplishments, but I hate my digestive system. I hate having simultaneous constipation and diarrhea. I hate feeling sluggish when nothing is moving for days on end, and I hate not being able to sleep deeply when things start back up with a vengeance. I hate that nothing I try seems to work long term, that fiber is not my friend, except when it is. I try different things and still the cramps, gas and need to stay close to a toilet, just in case, persist. Exercise isn't possible when I am on the verge of tears from the pain. Eat this, don't eat that...... I've tried, believe me, I have tried. I hate feeling like I have a fever, even when I don't.

I just hate my guts...........
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