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Saturday, May 16, 2015

so I weighed myself this morning and I was happy with the weight loss. I keep trying to break up my 100+ lbs lost goal into smaller goals. Five pounds at a time. It is a little daunting that I'm trying to get down to 199.
I am often scared that I will lose my motivation. I'm doing this to become and stay healthy, help with fertility, feel healthier, and feel sexy.
My husband loves me the way I am, which is why I want to change and feel I can. He is supportive but I need to do this for me.
I'm a little depressed today and I can't figure out why. The weather is beautiful, considering I live in a rainforest in Alaska.
My goals for this week are to walk the two mile path by my house, everyday, and to get down to 315 by next Friday.
I also got a new work out DVDs in the mail today. I'm gonna try those out today. Hopefully.