I cheated today... yep, I did.
Tuesday, May 26, 2015
So a vendor brought in pizza today for us, but I politely declined and ate my healthy protein packed lunch, and was satisfied. Yes, there was a brief moment while I was standing at the microwave, that I saw the table full of every pizza and every combination of toppings. It smelled sooooo good.
But I won... no pizza.
I got home from work and my daughter was starving, and I must admit, so was I. I was thinking applebees where I could at least get something healthy. But my kid let insists I can get grilled chicken at Checkers.... Ummmm... NO you cant! So there I was, face to face with that menu of all my favorites from the past. The smells were amazing, and now I am starving.
So long story short, I got the fish and chips sandwich (yuck), took a couple bites and opted for the spicey southern chicken sandwich and, oh what the hell... parmesean fries.
And yep, I ate the whole thing. And it was GOOD! BUT .... now the guilt sets in, the dissapointment, not to mention, the awful bloated feeling. It's now waaaay past my bed time, but I can't sleep Cuz my belly is doing something, and, well, I'm afraid to fall asleep.... not going to explain this one.
Ok, so I did it. I had a cheat meal for the first time in almost a month. Was it worth it? Nope. Lesson learned. Tomorrow is a new day and I will do better.