And it's been a while...
Friday, July 03, 2015
Its been a while since I have been truly on a path to wellness and fitnness... Now that I have time to go back and reflect on all of last year, I'm a bit disappointed in myself. I have since gained 30 lbs. I miss my healthier body. I was so much more confident. I feel I have to fake my confidence nowadays.
I feel I partially failed. I lost 70 lbs to begin with but I gained 30lbs back.
Im proud to say that it stops now. I will not go all the way back to who I was before. I will care, once again, about what goes into my body. This yo-yo dieting, try the next new thing cycle ends this time! I will learn how to eat properly. If I loose weight along the way so be it!
This isn't a restart... this is officially my journey to living a free life! A life where I have no scale fear... a life where I try new recipes and find healthy ways to make my favorites! I see myself conquering not only my fitness goals but also my life goals.
Life is too short not to try!