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I need HELP!!!!

Saturday, August 01, 2015

Abba, You know who can help me. My body, mind and health is so weak from all of the various pain medications the surgeon has had me on.

My mind and body is in such a disarray that I am shaking/trembling all the time and I think it is because of the Hypoglycemia, so I eat even when I don't feel hungry.

I am sick and tired of all the surgeries and the last one in May to remove part of the Bladder Sling has taken such an adverse effect on my body. I am now up to 208 pounds!!!!
For my small frame of 5' 3 1/2", it is too uncomfortable and painful to continue.

I need someone to show me Step-by-step, day-by-day how to get my weakened and hurting, healing body back into the shape You designed it to be.

The Elavil makes me so sleepy that I can barely finish a thought so, this is being written in segments. emoticon

My husband has been doing his best to make sure I am fed and sees me safely to the bathroom or to the bed. But, since he fell last Thursday at work, on a concrete floor, bruised his knees& wrists, smashed his face so hard that his upper 3 teeth cut clear through his lip (had 4 stitches put in) which caused them to be cracked in several places and they are Abscessed, his Eye glasses & Hearing aid flew out and have to be replaced, so I need to take care of him. I can barely stay awake and barely able to walk safely.

Father, this is just a bump in the path of life, so I know that You know what we need.
I thank You for protecting Larry so much that there were no broken bones. emoticon

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  • no profile photo CD13275554
    2054 days ago
    The old saying that "when it rains, it pours" seems to address your situation right now. Will keep both you and your husband in my prayers as you both heal. It sounds like your faith is strong, I often wonder how folks without that faith make it through the sort of hardships you are dealing with. I have read the Indygirl blogs and find her very inspiring. I'm also a fan of small changes, and positive affirmations. Although the current situation may seem dark, God never leaves us, and we're stronger when we get to the other side.
    2114 days ago
  • AMAS92568
    I'm sorry you are going through this. My problems are different but I've recently taken a great deal of comfort reading a new author: Max Lucado. I'm reading "You'll Get Through This." This book has really helped me feel God's presence during my difficult time.

    I understand your frustration with the weight. I'm back up to about 210 and I'm only 5'5". All we can do is to keep trying and doing what we can.

    I'm glad your husband wasn't more seriously hurt (and I like how you praise God for his injuries not being greater).
    2114 days ago
    There is another member here on Spark People named ~INDYGIRL Be sure to put the ~ in front of her name; it's part of it. Beth has done an incredible job of losing weight through multiple health issues. I encourage you to take a look at her page. Good luck to you, don't give up! Do one thing each day to help yourself on your journey. That's the way to build good habits! Be strong!
    2115 days ago
  • no profile photo CD14315421
    Good evening my sweet sister in Christ. I want to encourage and support you and I will pray for you. I am sending you an sparkmail tonight or tomorrow. I know what you are going through and the Lord will see you through but I believe I can help and just maybe you can help me too. God bless you this night. You will hear from me very soon. Hold on, things will be better. Hugs, Mama Judy

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    2115 days ago
  • no profile photo CD14402600
    The Father is listening! He hears our cries for help.
    2115 days ago
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