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Too Frustrated to be Embarrassed!

Sunday, August 09, 2015

Seriously!! I would be embarrassed about needing Pull-ups if I wasn't so --- so --- so ---- FRUSTRATED!

Okay! The surgeon removed the part of the Bladder Sling that held up the dropping Bladder because the part had come out and away from where it was suppose to be and was causing great pain.
I have been resting and trying to avoid any further problems.

Father, You have a sense of humor and if this is just meant to make me laugh, I need Your help!!!

Now I am having the same problems I had before the sling was ever put in. Every time I cough, or laugh hard enough to cause me to cough, I pee! in my pants!
Thank You, Lord, for showing me that I needed to get some pads and important "frilly" undies, because I am using them on a daily basis, now.

Abba, I want this to stop. Yes, the doctor said to watch what I eat and drink, do "Kegels", and walk more, but ------ Seriously?! ---- I am too young or too old to be " wetting" my pants.
I mean, I got the first surgery while I was in my early 40's. I expected to not have to deal with this any more!!!

I am trying hard to loose all excess weight but I know it won't come off fast because It didn't go on fast. One bite at a time! One day at a time!

The pain medicine the doctor has me on causes me to have VERY dry mouth so I am drinking water all the time.
Now, Allergy season has hit and I am taking medicine for that.



Okay. I got that off my chest. Seriously, I can't go out in public smelling like a Toddler who needs a diaper change.

So, Abba, show me Your way. Take this 'toddler' by the hand and lead me. Please Daddy.
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  • no profile photo CD13275554
    2054 days ago
  • no profile photo CD15212119
    I haven't had surgery but I know your misery. I laughed when you talked about smelling like a toddler. I too have that problem.
    2107 days ago
    So the good point is water consumption which then aggravates the main issue? The Lord stays with us and we will never have to take on any thing that with God we can't conquer.
    2107 days ago
  • RAMONA1954
    You gotta do what you gotta do. Rarely have I noticed a smell around some one with this problem unless they're in a nursing home or hospital. My Dad has had to wear them for over 20 years. He had prostate cancer surgery 20 years ago and that's why
    2107 days ago
  • no profile photo CD14402600
    Sorry you have this problem to deal with. Seems we end up the way we started ; (
    The pads like Poise are handy when you are out and need to change. Hope they can do something for you or maybe the weight loss will help. Take care and don't worry about it. You are not alone!
    2107 days ago
    My friend I have had to wear adult diapers for several years. It is just part of life, don't worry about the smell, There is none. just do what you have to do.
    2107 days ago
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