Everyone has an Angel

So much loss...My family has had a great deal of loss in the past few years-we lost our oldest son, my husband and I both lost our fathers,my husband lost both of his best friends, and we both lost 2 good friends, one to suicide.Today is the anniversary of me dad's death, 2 years ago.Its hard to believe it's been that long. His absence has left quite a hole in our family. Everyone goes on, but its never the same.As these years have gone by, one bad thing after another has happened, medical problems, financial problems....but I do feel a sense that there is someone beside me, someone helping me, someone telling me me it will be ok.I talk to my son, I talk to my dad, and I ask them to guide me, and I feel like they do. I think everyone has an angel. I hope that I can keep doing what I need to do to get well, and that my angel(s) will stay with me.I'm trying to think of this day as not one to be sad, but one to remember...one to say thank you...thank you to my angels..