You Might Have to Fight A Battle More Than Once to Win It
Thursday, April 28, 2016
I really wanted to do a vlog today but unfortunately I can't do those at work..so a blog it is. First off can the weekend come just a little faster? I know it is Thursday and it's right around the corner but one more day seems almost unbearable! I love my job but sometimes it would be nice to just get a week off every once in awhile..paid of course! Haha! Speaking of work, next week I will be going to Wisconsin Dells for training. I am very excited to get time away from the office and let loose with my co-workers for a few days. My roomie and good friend knows I'm working on my weight and suggested we bring workout clothes and she will also help me with my food choices. My boss also offered to by my accountability partner so I am not as nervous about going anymore but need to make sure to be making the right choices at every turn! Due to this trip, I'll be weighing in on Monday next week..two days early so hopefully I can still turn a loss!
Last night didn't go so well...I binged and it didn't feel good. It started when my son wanted to go to McDonalds..he hasn't had it in awhile so I said ok...I also had a ton of points left so I decided to treat myself to a medium fry. Unfortunately that set me off to a whole California Kitchen pizza, chips, chex mix, oreo thins, and a regular soda. Ay Ay Ay..but I'm not going to dwell on yesterday..I'm going to just make sure that today goes well.
I can't change the past but I can fight today's battle. It just proves that no matter how good you are doing or how on track you've been that the battle is always raging! I need to remember that this will be a daily struggle...for my entire life..I need to choose what I want..choose my goals over my indulgences..and fight fight fight! I will win this war..I will become healthy and I will get where I want to go..nothing can stop me now!