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I hate myself.

Thursday, May 12, 2016

Every morning as I weigh myself I hate myself. My weight keeps going up. I know I haven't exercised a lot lately or kept track of every calorie, but if you go by what I should be able to eat and maintain my weight, I shouldn't be gaining anything. How do people stay a healthy weight without being obsessed with every calorie and exercising 1.5 hours a day? I don't have the time and energy to do that. I have to be able to work and care for my daughters. I need to start tracking every calorie again. It's so frustrating. I can't eat what normal people eat and look normal. No, for whatever reason if I do that, I keep gaining weight and getting fatter. It fuels so much hatred for myself.
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  • STEVENKIND
    If weighing yourself makes you hate yourself, stop weighing to stop hating. Find some other way to measure progress. My weight has stayed more than I would like it to, but I'm fitting into clothes I haven't been able to in a while. This stuff ain't easy, that's a fact, stay with it
    1830 days ago
  • MINDYJ1
    Don't be discouraged! Don't hate yourself! I have a hard time and I don't work or have children! You have a lot going on. Try setting some smaller, more obtainable goals. You will get there! emoticon
    1830 days ago
  • MECHELARK
    I understand that feeling, have similar struggles.
    1830 days ago
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