Friday, July 08, 2016

So this week have been one rollercoaster and not a fun ride!
I have been a little absent in my support of you all and that I am so sorry for! I thought my rough road over the last year was looking up, forward and our future was slow, but on track! I WAS WRONG! The love of my life, my fiance had a girlfriend who was not me and his whole family including the kids lied to me for months - Yes they knew about her. He had them convinced I knew about it and that we were just friends. That we had grown apart and that his true love was finally a reality in this other woman. I wish he would have told me all this.
On the 4th his lies unfolded and my restless nights were over. My questions and fears answered. He never apologized or even thought I deserved an explanation.
I am not sharing my crap to get the "I'm Sorrys" I am sharing because even when the road SUCKS, I still am getting stronger. I ran at least 3 times a week and now I can run more.
Now with the truth out, I can really focus on me and knowing that I am doing this 1000% for me.
I can get back to the focus of me and supporting you all in this journey - Free of all the crap that stupid brings into our lives. I have 4 months left before my first Half Marathon in Disneyworld and I am going to give it everything that I have.
I will never give up on me or on finding real love, but today that real love is about me and my journey.
Thank you all for your continued support and thank you for your patience while I went thru this latest rollercoaster ride! It was not fun, but I survived and I am back to say thank you and help support you all on this journey! emoticon emoticon emoticon
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    So sorry I've been out of the loop for the last few weeks, and am just reading this now. Several words for the fiance going through my head right now, none of which I am allowed to use on SparkPeople!

    Even though you aren't looking for sympathy, I am sorry - NO ONE deserves the disrespect and dishonesty you seem to have been shown. Brava for not letting his bad behavior define you. You are getting stronger every day, and are an inspiration to your fellow Sparkers! emoticon

    Keep us updated on your training for Disney! emoticon
    1682 days ago
    Good for you. Brutal to go through, but you are SO much better off without him.

    Best of luck on your marathon!! GO for it!!
    1691 days ago
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    Good for you.. Just ignore him there are a lot of Jerks and idiots out there.. My friend was on a Christian site to find love.. I proved that most of them never tell the truth.. I put my Coonhound as the picture and made up everything and posted it.. Seconds later the phone dinged.. then again and again.. My Hound was driving her crazy.. They sent pictures and numbers addresses.. but the one thing we never knew we had to leave it up for 48 hours.. My Hound had more action on there than she could ever do in hunting.. We do not hunt so look up cause there are some nuts..and know He will send you someone that deserves you more than you ever thought of.. In His Love and Grace Just Me emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1694 days ago
    GOOD FOR YOU!!! Now its time to focus on you.

    I was with my ex for 21 years, the day I kicked him out, was the best day of my life! 4 years later... I don't regret any of it. He had a girlfriend and I found out at dinner with another couple. I walked out and never looked back.

    I am SO proud of you!!

    Real love will come when you completely love yourself and are happy. I truly believe that. I am here if you need someone to lean on.
    1694 days ago
    Wishing you success and happiness as your focus returns to you full time while you heal. emoticon
    1694 days ago
    Stay focused on you!! We never need that kind of baggage holding us back. You will be happier in the long run. Been in that situation a long time ago, it is the other person who is undeserving the issue. Be free and be happy 💜
    1694 days ago
    Stay strong and keep sparking
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