My INDEPENDENCE day!
Friday, July 08, 2016
So this week have been one rollercoaster and not a fun ride!
I have been a little absent in my support of you all and that I am so sorry for! I thought my rough road over the last year was looking up, forward and our future was slow, but on track! I WAS WRONG! The love of my life, my fiance had a girlfriend who was not me and his whole family including the kids lied to me for months - Yes they knew about her. He had them convinced I knew about it and that we were just friends. That we had grown apart and that his true love was finally a reality in this other woman. I wish he would have told me all this.
On the 4th his lies unfolded and my restless nights were over. My questions and fears answered. He never apologized or even thought I deserved an explanation.
I am not sharing my crap to get the "I'm Sorrys" I am sharing because even when the road SUCKS, I still am getting stronger. I ran at least 3 times a week and now I can run more.
Now with the truth out, I can really focus on me and knowing that I am doing this 1000% for me.
I can get back to the focus of me and supporting you all in this journey - Free of all the crap that stupid brings into our lives. I have 4 months left before my first Half Marathon in Disneyworld and I am going to give it everything that I have.
I will never give up on me or on finding real love, but today that real love is about me and my journey.
Thank you all for your continued support and thank you for your patience while I went thru this latest rollercoaster ride! It was not fun, but I survived and I am back to say thank you and help support you all on this journey!