I just don't get it
Tuesday, September 13, 2016
So the beginning of the month I was so hyped up, I decided to take over as co-leader for one of the challenges. I was so ready to work out, eat right, ect. I now feel like a failure. I stopped working out, I stopped doing things I love. I just have been in this depressive mood and its been more than once a month. I know one of the reasons why is that I don't have any friends here to sit and talk to, go out for coffee, ect. I stay at home every day with my 2 year old, my older two are in school, and my husband goes to work. His schedule inflicts with me having anything outside of the house so I stay here, can't walk anywhere due to being so far out in the country and living next to a highway I don't feel safe walking. Sorry for being so Debbie downer I just really haven't been happy lately but this place is the only place where I feel I can just let it out, if I did it on facebook people think I'm looking for sympathy. I don't know what to do anymore.