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Friday, December 09, 2016

Some people only call if someone dies. Well I got one of those calls today. My mothers sister passed away. I'm just blank with words and feelings. I have not been of her sence I was 8 yrs old. She was going to send us to foster care. I feel about her the way she made it and I feel bad for feeling nothing. So to change this to a positive, I guess I am thankful for those who have been cold now I don't have to go through the stages of grief. Is this wrong? Right or wrong, it is what it is. Just another ending. Sorry if you think this is cold. I wanted it to have been different.
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    I hope the day ends on a great note with people and family who do love you that are in your life at this present moment !
    1700 days ago
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    Not cold at all. It's hard to feel anything for the passing of those who bring nothing or worse to our own lives, related or not, and we don't choose our family.
    1700 days ago
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    It absolutey isn't cold. I do know exactly where you are coming from. Friends, Family, Relatives and Relationships can and do become estranged and we adjust. Don't feel bad about your lack of emotion. It is absolutely normal. ☺
    1700 days ago
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