21DF Rd 2 Day 9
Tuesday, January 17, 2017
so I decided this round to not do a blog entry everyday. I have too much going on and just generally too busy so I'm just doing it periodically.
These past couple days have been pretty tough. A really dear person to me passed away on Sunday evening. We all knew it was coming but it doesn't make it any easier. I have been trying so hard to not cry but the memories just keep coming and can't help but cry. I go back and forth between thinking that memories are a blessing and a curse. Sometimes they are a curse because it just makes you miss that person even more, makes you cry, and even can bring you pain in a good way. Other times they are a blessing and you are so thankful that you have all those memories to remember that person by.
I am definitely a very emotional person. I can cry at the drop of a hat. If someone else is crying I can definitely join in with them, sometimes even involuntarily. Death, funerals, sickness, etc.. it all tears me apart. The past couple days have been rough and I know the rest of the week will.. I'm just taking it day by day and praying each day for God to help me get through.
Even though I was feeling sick this morning and plain exhausted I still did my workout. I know it helped get thoughts out of my head and I am proud of myself for not letting my excuses get the best of me.