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Sharing my Journey part 1

Thursday, March 09, 2017

I'm here because I've see, heard, and felt too much that keeps me trying to numb the pain of reality. For years I've been stuck paralyzed while those around me freely dove into me and took away my soul and only leaving puddles to wade in. Every waking hour searching how to replace what was taken from me. my emotionally, physically, mentally, and spiritually. while I let them stay in my head and retain full control until I realize its my job not to allow anyone in my circle that I don't want in.
So with my two addiction food and alcohol I will conquer this. I been sober for 47 days and logging my food for 19 days.
I don't know what tomorrow will bring but as for today I'm not leaving this journey that I'm on.
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