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6/5. Looks like I've done it again

Monday, June 05, 2017

I sometimes don't know what's wrong with me. I can't seem to stay on track for more than two days. Here it is 5 June and I've already missed blogging once and I'm eating ice cream again. I am not staying focused. I have every good intention of losing this weight. And I realize I don't have the support I should. But I do want to try. I just keep setting myself up for failure. Easily sidetracked. And I'm not staying focused. I need help. Losing weight isn't easy. I know this already but why oh why can't I stay focused. Even when I set small goals and see progress I sabotage myself. It frankly pisses me off but I don't change. Well I do but only for a day then I fall right back into my old patterns. Ug!

Here's hoping tomorrow is a better day. Today I just suck! Bad day bad eating bad mood that sums it up.

Tomorrow here I come. Good night all.
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  • PATRICE603
    Way back in 2010 when I first came to Sparkpeople and found many amazing friends, you were the one who was the MOST motivational to me. As leader of my favorite sparkteam, you were always there with support and encouragement for me and so many others. Well I've just returned and was thrilled to find you here. We all have tough times staying on track. I find starting out is the most difficult. Don't be so hard on yourself. I have no doubt that you will find your groove. I hope you had a better week. You can do it!!!!
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    1429 days ago
    Thanks everyone. I'm just frustrated at myself. I know I can but I just keep sabotaging myself. Makes me mad. But your right it's a new day and new choices
    1434 days ago
    You can definitely do this but, you're right, it is hard! I've struggled for years with consistency.......constant battle but I do what I can, start again if I need to. I understand your anger but try to turn that into commitment. emoticon
    1434 days ago
  • RD03875
    You CAN do it, talk to those around you every day that you need to do this for you!

    I'm here rooting for you every day!
    1434 days ago
  • MOLUX252627
    Good night, and good night to the past choices. It is a new day! You got this.
    1435 days ago
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