Monday, October 02, 2017
I don't know how many times, I start and let life dictate what I am going to do. I get really focused and wham bam I get discouraged.
I suppose that is an issue that will and should be addressed!
And so here I am, I am at the heaviest I believe I ever been in my life (I won't count my pregnancy 26 years ago). #228
For a good part of my life I never ever went over 200,but I always struggled with my weight. I have gained new insight as to what is important to me. That seems to always bring me back to Spark People.
I gained approximately 50 pounds in the last year and half, but the worst part of that, is my chronic pain and the fibromyalgia diagnosis, I received. It was a big blow to me and I believe I have been in extreme denial. I also have back and neck issues, again I have not received the proper care, for either! I have just let myself suffer!
Weight issues for me, have become more than just wanting to get back into my "old 👖".
There's just so much more I need to tackle! And I believe it's all connected!
It's not so much pain that I do not know how to eat healthy foods, it's the issues, that I LET DICTATE MY CHOICES!
And so this is where I will begin AGAIN!
Thank you for reading. The struggle is real!