I really need a No Matter What friend...

Good morning all...and cold day in Saskatchewan... Having a down in the mouth day...missing my old friend that I could share anything with.... To the world I smile all the time,remember their birthdays,...I am helpful and kind...I crack jokes at work...bring in lovely baking...give to the unprivileged ,and try to understand how some people have landed in terrible circumstances ,as I know I have always had Angels on my road of life...
Unfortunately ,I have no real person to share my troubles to anymore .... 63 years of age..sad..
So I cry to myself...eat my feeling...and share my positive additude to the world....Wow I got that out... ...Maybe I will be lucky enough to find that No Matter What friend again....I really hope you all find that person....have a wonderful day...