Sunday, September 30, 2018
So I wrote a bit about this when I posted one of the pictures, but I'll reiterate it here - Yesterday I got to go horseback riding, which is a pretty big deal, because I can remember a time a couple of years back when I thought to myself "I miss horseback riding, I should go" only to discover on a site that I was too heavy.
That was a rough moment. I didn't really share it with anyone, but it really was kind of a horrible thing to realize.
Anyway, yesterday meant a lot to me because not only am I allowed to ride horses now at my weight, but the pictures that were taken made me happy (posted a few below), because for one of the first times, I was looking at pictures and thinking about the day and how much fun we had, not thinking about how fat I looked in them, or thinking I was "the fat one" compared to my friends.
I've been in the high 160's pretty consistently (167.6 yesterday) . It's a good spot to be at, I feel good, things fit well, and I'm just kind of living my life, which is nice!
I hope everyone is having an awesome day!!