This caterpillar is not seeing a cocoon any time soon, BUT I am still moving forward
Tuesday, October 02, 2018
Hey y'all. These past couple of weeks have been a doozie.
At one point, I wasn't even sure I should still keep blogging. I had a moment where I felt like "This is it. Where you are right now is all that you will ever be. You are stuck with this weight, this pain, this emotional battle/relationship with your image and food." The defeated feeling was feeling VERY real. And that inner critic, she was on beast mode. Then there was a small shift in my life.
Had a bit of a household shuffle. I admit that my food choices could have been better, however when moving and unpacking, sometimes you go with the best that the drive thru has to offer. I did keep to a walking routine, which I think is my saving grace (and chasing my grandbaby all weekend long helped too!)
I started "The Biggest Loser" at work last week, only down a pound, but I'll take it. Staying positive and reminding myself that every ounce and pound count. They may take some time coming off, but, I am getting healthier and rekindling good habits (I even managed to pick up an actual book and read 4 chapters! - which for me at this point in my hectic circle is amazing lol).
I am not even sure if there is a wagon for me to be on and fall off of at the moment, but I am sure gonna try to flag down the next one I see and hop on.
My mother used to tell me all the time, as long as you keep moving forward, you will eventually get to where you want to be. So, that is exactly what I will keep doing.. moving forward.
Have a great week everyone, and Happy Fall! (LOVE THIS SEASON) - xo