Not enough time in the day!!!
Sunday, November 18, 2018
Oh my goodness it's been like forever since I blogged. My life has really been busy, I badly get a chance to do the things I love lately and I love Sparkpeople. I wish there was more time in the day. So what's been going on to keep me from my everyday Sparking, well my job is so demanding, all the long hours but I need them to be able to try to make ends meet. I have two beautiful grandbabies who I love and adore, that I have to help provide for as well. I'm sure you all remember my beautiful little niece that I also took in and raised, she is 5 now and she needs all my attention, because her mom isn't exactly the best of a mom but she is still young, so you all know young kids don't need babies. Then there is my parents, that I have to make sure that are eating, taking their medicine daily, keeping there home up, helping them shop..etc. it's just not enough time in the day😟...I find myself so overwhelmed and exhausted at time and even though I want to make time to do things for myself, I just can't because I'm always putting everyone else first and this includes co workers and people that I meet daily. By the time I want to read that book or spark, I just go straight to bed. As you all know the holidays are here and I'm excited but I know I won't be able to enjoy it like I want to, no time for myself. I love, love to shop, a girl hasn't been able to shop for herself in a long time. But I buy everything for everyone else. I see this Dooney & Bourke Brielle Tote that Belk will have on the Black Friday deals for $99, I have always wanted one but they have always been too expensive and now that they are kind of reasonable, I can't buy it because I have so many people that could benefit from that $99. But you guys know me, God doesn't put more on me then I can bare, my needs for other out weighs my wants for myself. I am just Bless to know that I can put smiles on my family and friends faces. Now eventually I will get to read that book, I will get to blog more and Spark with my wonderful friends. I really miss you all. I hope you all are still holding on to your weight loss goals. I wishing you all a Wonderful and Bless Thanksgiving with your love ones.