Day 19 (insanity)
Saturday, January 19, 2019
I lead a very boring life. Very boring. I get up at 7am everyday, all my chores are done by 10am, sporadically throughout my day I play with my daughter, potty training is an ongoing thing, watch TV when my daughter wants to do her abc mouse schoolwork. We only have 1 car now so I'm at home during the day. If my hubby doesn't go out after work or work overtime he gets home in the afternoon. On the weekends he goes and does his various hobbies except for in the mornings on Sunday then we're at church for about 2 hours, a little under then he'll go out.
I have no hobbies. I tried cheese making, gardening, canning, candle making, out of boredom I built a replica of the home from Rick and morty out of gingerbread then set it on fire in a Viking tribute. All of my attempted hobbies were deemed too expensive except for canning. But I'm burnt out on canning. One of hubby's hobbies is prepping for disaster. So when he suggested I start canning he had a list for me to can and well, after 5 months of canning something everyday I got burnt out. It wasn't a hobby anymore it became life. I want to find a hobby I enjoy again like gardening but not gardening like the world is going to end but, at a more leisurely pace. Boxing was a hobby but now that's gone. Jeez, Universe! If I'm not supposed to have a hobby or interests strike me down where I stand! *epic lightening strikes Sarah, a charred Sarah coughs out a smoke ring* Sweet sassy molassey!
Anyway, I write short stories but even those have turned boring and unimpressive. Bleh. Just another thing to change this year.
Have a wunderbar nacht!