Day 54 (rated M)
Monday, February 25, 2019
WARNING: ADULT CONTENT AND GRAPHIC MATERIAL IS WRITTEN IN THIS BLOG POST. THIS WARNING IS PLACED HERE TO SINCERELY WARN ANYONE WHO MAY NOT WANT TO READ SUCH BLOG POSTS. READER DISGRESSION ADVISED.
A very warm hello to all - if any - who've decided to go ahead and read this. I'm just venting here so you may still want to vamanos anyway. I'll stop and give you time to collect your things and comfortably wander out.
*peppy muzak plays, smooth jazzy beats fill the air as a Chuck Mangione type trumpet solo begins to take over*
Oh Spark blog! I'm genuinely concerned about how to breech a sensitive topic with my husband. It concerns my sex drive. See right now we are intimate 2 to 3 times a week on average and I would like more. I don't want to offend him or make him feel like he doesn't do a good enough job, I would just enjoy more physical intimacy. Even if it was just performing oral sex on him. I just want more. And yes, I know it's selfish and demanding. It's just I experience relief when he does. Taking care of things alone doesn't actually achieve the same thing for me. I want to build up the courage to ask for things like this. I'd also like to be tactful and eloquent enough to ask without offending. I honestly don't know how he'd react, I'm just assuming the worst.
If anyone is reading this, any suggestions are welcome. I don't really know how to bring up this topic naturally.
Anyway, just blowing off steam rather than eating my feelings.