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Wednesday, July 31, 2019

When I received my second year medallion on Jan 22, 2019, Something happen inside of me, Its like I release my little girl. Because things were happening within me. 

First, My Nails were the first to get work on. Since I stopped biting they have been growing since Jan 22,2019. I used to be a big time nail bitter when I was under stress.

Next, I got serious and start working on my teeth. I never took care of my teeth like I was supposed too, so a couple of my teeth broke off. And never took the rest of it. So in April 29th 2019 I decided to work with my dental plan. As of today, I am done with the major dental work. Just three cavities to get done, which these will be done by the end of Aug.

Third, I realize I need to get serious about my second addiction is I am an emotional eater.
June 30 2019 I realized who and what causes me to eat when I am not hungry. And I have to separate myself from those things and people. My weight will slowly come off now.

Finally, I had to stop pleasing people. It's hard saying no to people. And everyone wanted me to have long, medium, hair. I put an end to all of that and this is the new me and I really love how this makes me feel good. I really enjoy very short hair.


I finally realized lots of things. Being sober as gotten my eyes open to lots of things.
I have realized what I like and dislike about being in a relationship.
This year and last year the creator has put males in my life that were not good for me and the creator tested me on this. Because when I was in my addictions ( drinking, and eating). I would pick up guys that were a bad choice, however, I still let them control me. Rather its was by food, or whatever the situation was at that time. I used to be afraid to be alone so I would tolerate their behavior.
As, now I am okay with being by myself because I am worth more.

I am happy as long my grown kids and their younger brothers happy.

After, I got my eyebrows waxed and hair cut I felt sexy for the first time in my life.

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    Congrats on you medallion!! I'm happy to read you are doing better. Visit us on the OA team! You are not alone.
    682 days ago
    Keep positve your doing great. I do have a question for you how did you stop bitting your nails. I won't bite unless I'm watching a movie or going for a long drive as a passenger.
    682 days ago
    Best wishes on a successful year.
    682 days ago
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