So Fed Up with myself
Friday, September 13, 2019
I have proven that no matter how badly I want to eat healthy and live a healthy lifestyle ( in my head ) I simply am not capable of doing it.
I start off not too badly for a week or so but thats it. I go right back to the unhealthy eating and unhealthy habits ( like drinking pepsi ) ( going thru fast food drive thrus) eating in restaurants, eating at night like food was going outta style!!!!
In my head I know all the right things to do, the right things to do and not do. Seems simple enough but I guess not simple enough for me.
I am so fed up with myself right now.
I do not want to be FAT the rest of my life.
I hate being FAT . I hate the way I look in my clothes. I hate the way i feel health wise.
So why cant I succeed ????