A Cry For Help!

Ican't believe it has been so long since I have been on here-I went way off track and forgot about all the help this place and these people used to be for me, With this world that we find ourselves in right now, I dont't know if anyone is still lstening, if anyone is there, if anyone still cares, but it came to me in the night that maybe I should reach out and see.Maybe I can get some kind of insight, some kind of sign that I am not totally alone as the only one in the world going through this, I was doing so well, following WW,Losingweight, slow and steady,things were good.Then everything turned upside down,The pademic began and I started getting nervous and worried. I worried about my 82 year old mother who I havent been able to see in over 3 yrs, and I worried about my son working in the public,and I worried about myself and my husband,neither in very good health. It seemed the more I worried, the worse I felt All of my physical issues began to get worse,Pain in my legs and hip.my shoulder, stomach upsets.etc.I had no appetite and only ate small ammounts every day, and I'm thinking well at least I will lose weight during this-but suddenly I realize the "belly apron" or stomach hang or pooch or whatever you want to call it. that I have had since, I had kids had grown overnight! Probably not literelly but it seemed like it. I have alway worn long shirts to hide it, and it has always been an issue, but now it is in the way when I walk, its painful to get comfortable,at night,its horrible! I am at my wits end-I am sooo miserable!I wasnt very active as itwas using a walker for my hip, but I got around pretty well and I had high hopes of being ready to get hip replacement surgery in the near future.Now I feel hopeless! How will I ever get rid of all this? And how did I gain this while eating so little?I know I need to call my dr,but it will be a tele call appt and I dont even know a what to tell her! Yes I am doing good on the diet but I gained a huge stomach anyway? Sooo embarrassing!I just want to give up now, this blog is my last hope to find some answers. I ordered a girdle (shapewear) in hopes it could help for now, but I dont even know if it will fit, or help,WHAT CAN I DO????