Saturday, May 09, 2020
I saw this online this morning and it may help me keep my serenity, or maybe i will find some. With people sick and dying, with food shortages starting, with unemployed hungry people and myriad other deeply disturbing problems in the world around me -- you would think I would be more grateful and humbly be quiet.
The truth is that I am depressed and lonely and feeling constant anxiety that is causing me to sit in my TV room all day and not even go outdoors in the sunshine. The mental effects are a concern for me and I wish I could go find a therapist and vent.
I am stuck in a groove of awfulness. Waiting for life to get back to normal is fruitless. We know life will never be what it was before and that the new normal will be restrictive and unnatural.
I found a couple of online site that try to help with this state of mind. I hope they help me do something because I am one miserable senior citizen.
So. Have a nice day.