Eating my sorrows away
Sunday, January 03, 2021
Today is the 12th anniversary of my mom passing away. Of course it's the first thought to cross my brain this morning, at 3am when I got up for work.
I work in a hospital kitchen and today I am the grill cook for a very slow Sunday. I have access to all kinds of food. Most generally I bring my own meals in , healthier that way. But......today I did not. So this morning so far I have had 2 donuts, bacon and biscuits, and hash browns. I never eat like this!! It appears that yes,I am eating my sorrows away. Thinking of Mom and missing her so terribly that I think I am trying to fix it with food...bad food at that. 😱 I'm glad I only have an hour left at work , I will do better once I'm at home. Do any of you ever do this???