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March wrap up

Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Good Morning all my lovely Spark friends and family:)

I know I am doing the wrap up early but I have to work for the rest of the month and have appointments etc so wanted to do it while I was thinking of it...

For this month I wanted to loose 8 pounds to get me to the half way mark of 25 pounds lost ...well that did not happen! lol I may end the month off with 3-4 pounds lost so I will take it after the month I had...

The beginning of the month I was averaging 4 days of workouts and 3-4 days a week working...this is also when my new thing started...

Since my blood work last month came back finally as normal after 3 different times it being "off" I went right into diarrhea ,, the first week started not bad then it just got worse as each week went by...I am now on to week 5 of constant diarrhea...sorry too much info...u can stop reading now if this is too disgusting for you all......

after the beginning of week 4 ,last Monday,I called the doctor...this is NOT normal for me...I have IBS and borderline Crohn's so once a week if that is what is my normal....
I went for the typical stool samples and more blood work...checking for bacteria, parasites etc...they all came back clean ...blood work my blood count is a little off again , remember mine is never normal , but it is not my normal....the muscle enzymes are off again also...

Now I wait to go see the specialist and get a Colonoscopy done ...this worries me had phelps , the fist one she had they removed, it was not cancer, the second yr she had multiple , got them removed and was concerned about cancer , it wasn't , and she was suppose to go back in 6 months to get it checked again and see how fast they keep coming back...well dad died, and the 18 months after that she did of cancer and we have no idea what kind....She also has the same as me IBS / borderline Crohn's....

And of course what do I do? I play internet doctor ...look up symptoms of colon cancer YUP I did! wish I didn't! the 10 symptoms they list I have every single one of them....I know I know You all are gonna scream at me ...but I did it ...

And of course my stupid thinking is " all I am doing is Sh***ing every 30-45 min so I can just shove my face with anything I want" ....BIG HUGE FACE PALM RIGHT NOW!

I am trying not to worry but all I keep thinking is : Jan- lost 25 unexplained weight, blood work was off, Feb: put a few of those pounds back on but blood work still off....March: blood work started off normal, the few I put on is starting to come now where blood work is off , put weight on from my eating ( but lost 3 pounds since yesterdays w/in....and constant runs...

Anyways ...I know some of my spark family was wondering and wanted to blog about it
.I hope I get in fast and get some results as I can't deal with this anymore....

Chow for nowAnge
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    Many prayers for relief from symptoms and positive answers! 🤗🙏💕
    54 days ago
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    Blog your feelings and concerns out, GF! We are here for you. I know this is hard, but try to step away from Google and Webmd. I do this too and it causes so much extra stress. i hope your doctors figure it out soon and get you back on track and feeling better. Those symptoms are no fun at all.
    Sending extra hugs your way!
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    54 days ago
    I am going to be praying for you. I need you to let take good care of yourself and lay off the self diagnosing for a minute emoticon emoticon
    54 days ago
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