Tuesday, May 11, 2021
I'm trying my best to stay positive! Saturday, we attended a benefit for a dear friend who has been diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. There were a ton of people there, which was great to see all the love and support!! Some I haven't seen in 20 or 30 years so lots of pictures were taken by many. Sadly, I saw myself in a couple of pictures that aren't flattering at all.
The reality is that I have gained over 100 pounds since graduating high school. I don't really ever want to be that skinny again because as a child I was too skinny. But it would be nice if I were able to shed at least 50 pounds. I've said for years that I am going to lose weight for this or that but all I've done is slowly add on the pounds rather than lose. I have no one to blame except me and my big mouth!
Here I go with start # 9,999,999,999!!! But all I can do is keep on trying!