Momentum has dipped
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
My momentum has been drastically been reduced. Instead of losing weight & inches I been doing hte opposite. I have not gained much weight but I though the summer would be easier to lose since I am not sitting inside all day. I am a glutton for the BBQ.
I am not going to the gym as frequent as I like and which is pissing me off since I am paying for it when I know the money can go somewhere else right now. I just am feeling more isolated and do not want to leave my house. I been feeling pitiful for myself and mad at the mistakes that I have made this year. I am always second guessing myself thinking why don't I listen to the advice others given me, what kind of hypocrite am I?
With all these emotions running ragged, I been looking for comfort food, the good there isn't much in the house but I am going out to buy it and then hiding it which makes it worse