What a relief!
Friday, January 25, 2008
Well, I got a call from W.W.U. I have an appointment for Jan. 30th. I get to go and talk with a counselor for 15 minutes. I hope it helps, because I am really leaving my comfort zone to do this! I'm much more comfortable helping others with their problems then dealing with my own! I get so nervous when discussing my feelings, that I usually end up not making any sense. I am somewhat apprehensive about talking to a complete stranger about my deepest feelings, but it's some of the deeper feelings that are giving me trouble. At least some of my problems lurk in my subconscious, lying in wait until my guard is down to pounce. Some are even preventing me from forming healthy attachments. I can only do so much by myself; if I want to grow past a certain point, I'll need help. I am hopeful for the future, though apprehensive of the present.