Tuesday, August 27, 2013      4 comments

I will be 34 in less than 2 weeks. When I was younger like 28 I was so much more athletic and healthy. I have to remind myself that my 33rd year has been spend battling a kidney disease. What does that mean for my future of working out and hitti... Read more
6 years and 60 pounds later
Sunday, August 25, 2013      8 comments

I don't feel like writing a whole lot right now as I don't want to lose my motivational steam( I am looking for a FIT BIT or body bugg online), but I have been sick since my birthday last year. Yes a whole year dealing with a autoimmune kidney... Read more
So Anxious.....(holds breathe)please close and lock
Thursday, September 08, 2011      1 comments

So I asked my babe to take me to Great America on Sunday for my birthday ( my birthday is Saturday but my babe has to work). I am so afraid that I wont fit on any of the rides. The last time I went to an amusement park was for my brothers high ... Read more
New Right Fit Flare Jeans
Monday, July 18, 2011      2 comments

I havent wore a "flare" jeans in years if ever and I havent bought any jeans from Lane Bryant in about 10 years. These were a pleasant surprise-they didnt bell out at the bottom, stretchy and curve flattering. I thought Id take a picture of me i... Read more
Stop the presses
Wednesday, April 27, 2011      5 comments

So I was talking to my natural hair stylist yesterday and told her I was ready to grow my hair out, yanno take it to the next level, like Leela James next level and I really am interested in some protective styles but my issue is having my thick... Read more
1st step lapband
Tuesday, April 26, 2011      0 comments So anyone who knows me knows about my strong opinion regarding weight loss surgery so I wont repeat it here again. I must say I am thoroughly annoyed that this commercial is now being aired on my local hip hop ... Read more
I love women
Sunday, April 03, 2011      7 comments

I love women. Not just because the pretty ones smell like cotton candy with shiny PERFECT hair or that they look like animated goldfish with their sparkly skin and full rosy lips. I love women because we are a powerful united front. I love... Read more
The beginning of the End
Sunday, March 20, 2011      3 comments

I have got to get my shit together. Bottomline. No need for mincing words. There are so many things going on right now and I am overwhelmed and feeling powerless. All I can control is my own actions. I have been putting my own feelings on the ba... Read more
18.....finally legal!!!!
Thursday, February 24, 2011      3 comments

Last month I officially purchased some size 18 slacks and they FIT!!! Nuh uh? They fit really? So I started to rifle through my drawers looking for some size 18 years I purchased online from Torrid a few years ago when I started this journey and... Read more
You're fat. Thats who you are.
Saturday, December 25, 2010      4 comments

So the other day, after taking our Christmas pictures, I said to my boyfriend, I didn’t like the photo of us on the floor and me leaning over into him because it made me look fat. Now he replies, very matter of factly, “ Babe, you are fat. That’... Read more
Friday, September 24, 2010      5 comments

So I need new pants. I have the hardest time buying pants. The ones I had on yesterday were so big on me I felt uncomfortably sloppy ... Read more
Tick, Tock, BOOM!!!
Sunday, September 19, 2010      5 comments

I decided to set reset my ticker today. Its not because I dont intend on ever reaching my goal weight but I think visually I need to set some more restricting constraints for myself. I am going to meet or exceed my goal of 250 by December 31st.... Read more
Thursday, August 19, 2010      3 comments

Sabotage Eventually Looks Friendly Everyday we have the opportunity to make a bad decision but we also can make a good decision in that same amount of time. I needed to go to the grocery store yesterday to deposit some money in... Read more
I hate my DNA
Monday, August 09, 2010      1 comments

I finally had an ultrasound a few weeks ago and the return of my fibroids has been confirmed. So I went through some stages: I held back tears while looking at the ultrasound screen; I cried in the car on the way home; I went to the club that ni... Read more
Produce Section (not what you think)
Monday, August 02, 2010      3 comments

Yesterday I wore red heels to work. It was the weekend so no real managers there and eh I wanted to. Sooo after work I needed to head to the grocery store for my weekly edition of fresh produce. I walk in and decide to check out the Red Box firs... Read more

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