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Monday, July 21, 2008      1 comments

I'm finding it really hard to stay on track and stay focused. I'm so scared that I'll keep gaining. I don't why I can't stick to anything right now. Feeling pretty low at times, but logging in today I got a sign to hang in there because I g... Read more
Trying, trying, trying, T-R-Y-I-N-G...
Sunday, July 13, 2008      1 comments

I went to the gym today first thing in the morning. I did cardio AND weights. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be but I wasn't feeling too well so I had to constantly push myself. I really REALLY want to get back on track and am hop... Read more
NEED to get back on track!
Saturday, July 12, 2008      0 comments

I gained weight!!! AUGH! I'm so mad at myself. I'm coming to the end of my training at my new job but boy did I neglect myself in almost every other way :( Ugh I'm so mad and disgusted with myself. I will definitely need to start a new... Read more
I'm actually at peace.
Friday, May 09, 2008      3 comments

I feel at peace. I actually feel at peace. Wow. I'm happy with my job. I feel that I can do this. I can improve myself while establishing a career. Wow. I've completed my first week of training. Now that things will pick-up and get mor... Read more
I'm so happy, oh so happy!
Wednesday, May 07, 2008      0 comments

First off, I'm VERY happy with my job (ok so it's Day 2 of training....). I love that it's not a long commute. I love the building itself. It's amazing!!! I can't even begin with a description....but I'm so pleased. I'm a little tired with ... Read more
I can do this. I'm okay.
Monday, May 05, 2008      2 comments

Today was a great day and put me in high spirits. I am really nervous about starting work tomorrow. But I know I can do it. I just got some news that really upset me. But you know what? That's ok. I can deal with it and put it behind me. I ... Read more
Sunday, May 04, 2008      1 comments

What a weekend it has been. A true emotional roller coaster that seems to never (EVER) end. I'm no longer apologizing for others stupidity. If they messed up they need to figure it out, I refuse to feel guilty. I've been trying to get back ... Read more
Today WAS a better day!
Monday, April 28, 2008      1 comments

I started a dance class today! Woo hoo! I'm having such a GREAT TIME! I got a lot of things done today with the exception of one major task which I will have to do now. I feel so much better :) “Passion is energy. Feel the power ... Read more
Laughing and Crying at once!!!!
Sunday, April 27, 2008      1 comments

This has been a roller coaster of a month. And I'd rather not go through that ever (EVER) again! I'm feeling down because I've gained back 1.5 lbs. I'm so frustrated with my willpower, right now it feels like I'll never lose this weight. Si... Read more
Tuesday, April 15, 2008      0 comments

I got bad news from the doctor yesterday. My mind is all over the place. I don't even know if I did well in my job interview today. Sigh. "If the human race wishes to have a prolonged and indefinite period of material prosperity, they ... Read more
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! ;)
Sunday, April 13, 2008      1 comments

Holy smokes it's been ages since I've posted on here!!!! Things have been a little off the top the past couple of weeks and my time management skills went down the drain. I know that I will have to spend some time tomorrow or the day after ... Read more
Could have done better...
Monday, March 31, 2008      1 comments

I weighed myself today. I've lost 3 lbs since recommitting myself to weight loss. Woo hoo! I could have been much more productive today but I won't regret it. I really needed the mental break. "Life expectancy would grow by leaps and b... Read more
Thursday, March 27, 2008      0 comments

I wasn't feeling at the top of my game today. Tomorrow is another day. I just hope my scars won't cause me more pain then they did today. Today's picture is courtesy of: http://www.theflowerexpert.c
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008      0 comments

I'm really exhausted but what a great day I had. For that I am thankful to Allah. Staying positive is hard work but it CAN be done. The results are much better than if I stayed within a negative frame of mind. Having a solid support gr... Read more
Monday, March 24, 2008      0 comments

I was really busy today and spent a good portion (i.e. most) of the day running errands. Though I really, really wanted to crash for a nap once I reached home, I took a short break and then headed out to the gym. I did 45 min. of cardio!!! ... Read more

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