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What lies beneath
Friday, November 20, 2015      12 comments

I have put off writing this one for some time because, well, have you ever felt like something is just too long and too complicated but then all of a sudden it seems relevant? I am trying hard not to draw unnecessary analogies but today I felt ... Read more
The tricks and the treats
Sunday, November 01, 2015      7 comments

Halloween 2015, what a different place I am from one year ago. I am two pounds more than what I was a year ago when I was meeting goals and consistently tracking and exercising. The crazy thing is when something is working for me and then slowly... Read more
Punishment
Monday, October 26, 2015      13 comments

Overeating is self punishment. For what? Who knows? Maybe because I am not the mother I wished I were. Maybe for all my secret thoughts about how I'd like to be doing something else. Maybe for being unable to stay forever young. Maybe for having... Read more
There is just so dang much
Monday, October 12, 2015      6 comments

I ate all weekend. I now can't even button my jeans and have been living in an old, faded, stretched, soon to be holey skort. Super nervous about the weather changing too. Years ago I did a Shrink Yourself program and was in a team here on SP. T... Read more
Back to Basics
Monday, October 05, 2015      6 comments

Hi friends. It's been weeks..... long, busy, challenging weeks. Simon is still in a full leg cast but doing better. I will most look forward to not having to shower him nightly with the full cast cover and propping up and walker etc.... I'm lazy... Read more
Not so much a Whole30
Monday, August 24, 2015      8 comments

Last Thursday I had less than a week to go. The longest I've ever kept a commitment to myself and then,...life. Beautiful, glorious, cherished life! I love life. Last Thursday I was chatting with a cousin on the phone around noon and I c... Read more
Whole30 Day 13
Sunday, August 09, 2015      5 comments

I cheated. I weighed myself. I was starting to panic, the program warned about this. I feel so fat, I lost my trust in the process ( a little). I started googling all about "weight gain on Whole30.." and the like. I was convinced that I am that... Read more
Whole30 day 8
Tuesday, August 04, 2015      4 comments

Today was a wonderful Whole30 day. I cannot believe how many veggies are going down around here. I made a roast for dinner and honestly, I was a bit nervous about making a Whole30 compliant pot roast. No wine? no flour gravy? no onion soup mix? ... Read more
Whole30 day 6 & 7
Sunday, August 02, 2015      2 comments

Woot Woot! Made it through my dinner with company (great time btw). I was dangerously close to crumping for that fabulous looking cobbler but the thought of starting over today was what kept me in the game. It was so great to know it's poss... Read more
Whole30 day 5
Saturday, August 01, 2015      5 comments

I slept well! I woke up and had the energy to do all of my shopping and errands Yippeee! My jeans are really tight ... Read more
Whole30 Day 4
Friday, July 31, 2015      4 comments

Feeling good. We spent seven hours at the stream with the kiddos. It felt like two. I really love my good friend Ann, what a treat. I ate my Whole30 breakfast and wasn't planning on being there past lunch so I packed nuts and fruit for myself an... Read more
Whole30 Day 3
Thursday, July 30, 2015      4 comments

Sweet Jesus I'm alive! I slept terribly because of sciatica so I really worried about starting the day without caffeine but guess what? I made it through just fine. Foggy brain but fine. I feel stiffness in my joints, hands and feet but I k... Read more
Whole30 Day 2
Tuesday, July 28, 2015      2 comments

Oh.Sweet. Molly, today was another full-blown , although deferred, caffeine withdrawal complete with body and head pain beyond my tolerance and vomiting (sorry). I am only able to look at my screen long enough to write this thanks to pain meds a... Read more
Whole30 Day 1
Monday, July 27, 2015      2 comments

I was so excited about starting I woke a few times through the night in anticipation of getting on with it or was that the coffee binge I went on yesterday?? I feel like I have an advantage right off, my experiences thus far. Let me explain.... Read more
This will be important later
Tuesday, July 14, 2015      7 comments

I'm down. I mean really out of it. It is taking every ounce of energy to force myself to log in and blog but I'm doing it because I need to know later (when I'm back on top of the world) that it was important today. That the space between blogs ... Read more

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