blah today
Sunday, May 24, 2009      1 comments

I am feeling a little down today. I seem to have eaten something that I am allergic too. Had I tracked my food maybe I would have noticed when it was I ate something different that caused a reaction. Normally it is only mango's that make me have... Read more
My own self torture???
Monday, May 18, 2009      1 comments

Ok seriously, I dont understand myself. I was doing really well. Tracking everything. Watching calories. Was very aware of everything going in my mouth and did not want to mess up. And then my diet had to change because my newborn seems to be la... Read more
fitness map.
Saturday, May 16, 2009      0 comments
ome.asp cool map... Read more
Going to check out a gym
Monday, May 11, 2009      0 comments

I have decided that since I am living at my parents house and we have NO extra room, it is sorta impossible to work out at home. So today I am going to check out a gym that will offer childcare even for my 7 week old. :-) I am very excited. It w... Read more
Saturday, May 09, 2009      0 comments

Well, I have fallen off track a few days. It is more that I have fallen off track for one meal a day. I hope today will be better. My mom is coming home today and we are going out to dinner at my parents favorite chinese buffet. This is dangerou... Read more
"Mommy, are you fat?"
Tuesday, May 05, 2009      5 comments

“Mommy, are you fat?” My daughter asked me this today. I felt like I had been crushed by the words of my very innocent 4 year old as we discussed the reasons why she couldn’t have ice cream at every meal. I have tried very hard to not talk... Read more
he left me today...
Wednesday, April 29, 2009      8 comments

my husband left me today. i ate really bad all in a matter of one single only meal of the day. dont wish to talked about it but i just needed to note this day. it is the day my life will change.... Read more
Fell off track yesterday
Sunday, April 26, 2009      2 comments

Well, yesterday was a great day. It was my husbands first day off in over a week and it was beautiful weather. We went out (the four of us) to Athen's brothers so they could meet the baby and then went to Dion's for his daughters birthday. Both ... Read more
Thursday, April 23, 2009      1 comments

I am on the verge of a huge emotional binge. I am hoping that coming here stops it from happening. Hopefully writing it out will end the desire to drown in food. I had a baby (my 2nd) one month ago. So I am currently home with my newborn an... Read more
Plan for tomorrow
Wednesday, April 22, 2009      0 comments

I hear that you are more likely to do something or follow through with a plan when you write it down. Hopefully typing it has the same effect. I need to have at least 15 more minutes of exercise this week to meet my streak goal. I would like to ... Read more
hungry but with no real desire for anything
Wednesday, April 22, 2009      0 comments

Normally if I am hungry I crave something particular. Usually something high calorie and from a fast food place. Today, I feel hungry and I don't want anything. No craving. No desire. Nothing. All I am thinking is that I don't want to go over my... Read more
Much better day
Tuesday, April 21, 2009      0 comments

I did so much better today with my calories. I was very proud of myself. Now I just have to get them in the right proportion. I am still too high in fat and too low in carbs. I do not feel well is the only problem. My stomach has had a bad pain ... Read more
Today was much better
Monday, April 20, 2009      1 comments

Well, I feel proud of my effort for the day. I cut back on calories. Still had more than I probably should, even for breastfeeding, but I made very conscious decisions and I felt good. I did notice that the last couple days while tracking I have... Read more
I suck at this calorie thing!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009      0 comments

I have been tracking calories the last few days and realized that I take in too many (duh) and that I am not even good at choosing better options. I need to step back and start planning ahead of time. I am so used to low carbing that I end up wi... Read more
Time to try this again
Thursday, April 16, 2009      1 comments

So I hit a new all time high weight during my pegnancy with Avery. I reached 317lbs. It has been 3 weeks and I have lost 31 lbs putting me at 286. I have 20 lbs to go before I reach my pre-Avery weight. I have 42 lbs to go before I reach my pre-... Read more

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