The emotional side of things
Friday, July 31, 2009      10 comments

Ok, well while I have time I might as well give the emotional side of this battle too. I have some serious emotions attached to my weight. My weight makes me hurt inside. It is embarressing to me. It makes me depressed. It is also what I hold ... Read more
Time to conquer my biggest enemy...
Friday, July 31, 2009      4 comments

I have been thinking about it for some time...well, every time I have ever tried to diet really. And I think about it even when I dont. As a matter of fact, it seems that my greastest enemy consumes a great deal of my time and I must put an end ... Read more
Easy day
Thursday, July 30, 2009      5 comments

So today I took it easy. My legs feel like they have used muscles that haven't been used in the last 10 years. They hurt in places they have never hurt before lol. I guess that's what running at 269lbs will do for ya. Oh well. It will get better... Read more
I will run myself sane!!!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009      17 comments

That's right. My new new shall be running. I will do what I have to do. I will train myself to go further each day. And I will become a runner. I barely had it in me to do anything today and besides it had been raining l... Read more
This girl is on fire!!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009      15 comments

So last night was another super frustrating night with my husband. He is really trying to convince me that he will do things different. He went from an F it mentality to please just give me a week to show you I can be better. He is getting a new... Read more
Back to walking
Monday, July 27, 2009      12 comments

Well my life may seem completely chaotic and I may not know what tomorrow will bring...or the next hour for that matter. But one thing I am sure of is that I need to exercise, and now more than ever. I need that one thing that makes me feel good... Read more
He made the decision
Sunday, July 26, 2009      14 comments

He told me he is going to leave. He says he cant make anything right and he cant figure out how to take care of his family. I told him if he leaves then I am done. I dont know if this other woman is even anything to worry about or if they will p... Read more
Update from last night...
Sunday, July 26, 2009      4 comments

He slept on the floor. He swears she just text him this week and called him last Sunday and that there was nothing prior. In the midst of everything his phne got broken last night. Not because of anything I did really. The screen was already com... Read more
I do not know where else to go, I have to vent...
Sunday, July 26, 2009      5 comments

I don’t know where to start except to say I am fuming and hurt right now. I will start by saying my husband cheated on me a year and a half ago and tonight I found out he was talking to her still. She text him this evening and he lied to me. He ... Read more
I was WATP's to Spongebob :-)
Saturday, July 25, 2009      7 comments

Yeah, that's right. I was walking myself to good health while watching Spongebob with my daughter last night. I wanted to do my walk and she wanted to watch her show. So I figured, hey I have done the dvd enough I know the pace and I know the m... Read more
My Fitness Horoscope
Friday, July 24, 2009      6 comments

Capricorn: December 22 – January 20 As a Capricorn, you want to stand out as an individual. Stick to your fitness plan by doing what works for you and listening to your body. You leap at the chance to be the first to try something new. Just ma... Read more
Friday, July 24, 2009      5 comments

Hmmm, well I almost didnt post a blog. I feel pretty tired and so I couldnt think of too much to say (my husband would find this hilarious and impossible lol). Anyway, blogging is like exercise ofr me...if I miss a day it means I am that much mo... Read more
I am back
Thursday, July 23, 2009      5 comments

Well yesterday was miserable for me. My period is awful to say the least and yesterday I am so thanful I didnt have to work because I would never have made it. And I am still feeling sick. Today was only a little better. I did have to go in to w... Read more
And it finally came...
Monday, July 20, 2009      10 comments

The first official menstrual cycle since having Avery. It has been 4 months since I have had him and 2 1/2 months since I have had any bleeding. I was told by the nurse at the OBGYN's office a few weeks ago that the first one after you have had... Read more
Let me explain
Saturday, July 18, 2009      7 comments

So in looking at my week of posts I realize you all must think I am crazy lol. I have had a very up and down week. Mainly because I am depressed and things with my husband haven't helped. And I have Erica and Avery and little sleep. Blah blah bl... Read more

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