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Hello Leslie, my old friend
Saturday, July 06, 2019      4 comments

How did the six months since I've visited this website go by so fast? And I've GAINED weight!! I don't even know what happened - I like blinked, went on vacation, and it's July and I'm sitting at 270 lbs. Gah! So. I picked a meal pl... Read more
Day 2. Reflections. Motivation.
Thursday, January 17, 2019      2 comments

So I'm not quite sure what happened to me last night.. what made me type and cry my feelings out on this website that I haven't visited in years. But it seemed to have helped. I felt lighter today. Clearer. Ok. Other than sleeping until... Read more
It's been a while.
Thursday, January 17, 2019      6 comments

Wow. A long while. I'm not even sure what I'm doing here now. It's 1:30AM, and I should be in bed. But I felt like, I should write. Start writing and maybe something will just click. Make sense. I had my phone call with my Healt... Read more
WWI #2 - First week of balance
Monday, October 14, 2013      10 comments

10/14/13 Weigh in: 243.5 lbs +/-: -4 lbs Total: -4 lbs Overall this has been a good past week. I didn't put anything off limits, my calorie ranges are pretty do... Read more
Weekly Weigh In #1
Monday, October 07, 2013      7 comments

10/07/13 Weigh in: 247.5 lbs Goal #1: 185 lbs 1.5 lbs/week Today starts a new beginning, a search to find balance. My weight has gotten out of control in this ... Read more
Eating my way through tragedy
Saturday, June 08, 2013      8 comments

I'd started this year with the highest of hopes; my future seemed so bright. Cancer free, happy marriage, healthy dogs, good home, pretty good at work, eating healthier, and starting clomid (fertility treatment) - trying to have a baby. I'd eve... Read more
One year later, and I'm all healed... or am I?
Thursday, February 28, 2013      4 comments

One year ago today, I was in the hospital... after having a partical nephrectomy for renal cell carcinoma, suffering physically, emotionally, spiritually... And that nigh... Read more
Starting Fresh and learning moderation
Wednesday, February 27, 2013      6 comments

Today has been a good day. I pre-ordered the new Spark book, and started my 3 month trial with Spark Coach. I'm going to let go of this "perfect" mentality. I'm goi... Read more
"You didn't ovulate"
Tuesday, February 26, 2013      14 comments

It's amazing what damage those three little words can do to a person trying to conceive. I realize it's just the first round of clomid, but for the first time in..years... I let myself hope. I opened myself up to a possibility that's been clos... Read more
"I'm a big fat cow"
Tuesday, February 26, 2013      5 comments

That moment - when you walk by the mirror and see yourself. And you gasp, Did I leave the house looking like this? Have I morphed into an unknown version of myself in the past couple of hours? And the guilt hits, and the sadness, and the frus... Read more
Clomid, here we go..
Sunday, February 17, 2013      6 comments

So it's been a while since I have posted on here. I am now one-year cancer free. Last year was hard... too hard. And I'm ready to move on. And what better way to move on? Trying to have a baby. My husband and I first tried to have a bab... Read more
-25 lbs + Fitbit!
Friday, September 14, 2012      18 comments

203.5 - That's me at -25 lbs since June 19th - yay!! It's crazy that I actually feel THIN on some occasions :) That's me yesterday squeezed into a pair of size 14 pa... Read more
August Recap + lots of food pix!
Saturday, September 01, 2012      10 comments

This was supposed to be 'Amazing August!' I like to claim a happy month at the beginning (September will be Super September!) I did meet my goal weight for the month,... Read more
Voted Popular Blog Post: View All Popular Posts Down 20 lbs! With puppy reference pix :)
Sunday, August 26, 2012      206 comments

208.5! That puts me -20 lbs since i started this new groove on June 19th. i'm so excited!! ... Read more
Letting go...aka new hair pix!
Wednesday, August 15, 2012      11 comments

For so long now, I've held on to my long (to me) hair... it's so thick, and this is the longest it's been in my adult life. But It has stressed me out, been so hot, tangled to the point of causing tears, and I finally let go today! i even let ... Read more

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