Hello Leslie, my old friend
Saturday, July 06, 2019 4 comments
How did the six months since I've visited this website go by so fast? And I've GAINED weight!! I don't even know what happened - I like blinked, went on vacation, and it's July and I'm sitting at 270 lbs. Gah! So. I picked a meal pl... Read more
Day 2. Reflections. Motivation.
Thursday, January 17, 2019 2 comments
So I'm not quite sure what happened to me last night.. what made me type and cry my feelings out on this website that I haven't visited in years. But it seemed to have helped. I felt lighter today. Clearer. Ok. Other than sleeping until... Read more
Eating my way through tragedy
Saturday, June 08, 2013 8 comments
I'd started this year with the highest of hopes; my future seemed so bright. Cancer free, happy marriage, healthy dogs, good home, pretty good at work, eating healthier, and starting clomid (fertility treatment) - trying to have a baby. I'd eve... Read more
"You didn't ovulate"
Tuesday, February 26, 2013 14 comments
It's amazing what damage those three little words can do to a person trying to conceive. I realize it's just the first round of clomid, but for the first time in..years... I let myself hope. I opened myself up to a possibility that's been clos... Read more
"I'm a big fat cow"
Tuesday, February 26, 2013 5 comments
That moment - when you walk by the mirror and see yourself. And you gasp, Did I leave the house looking like this? Have I morphed into an unknown version of myself in the past couple of hours? And the guilt hits, and the sadness, and the frus... Read more
Clomid, here we go..
Sunday, February 17, 2013 6 comments
Letting go...aka new hair pix!
Wednesday, August 15, 2012 11 comments
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