Have you ever had one of those dreams where you are falling, and falling....
Saturday, December 20, 2014 1 comments
only to never reach the bottom? Everyday of my life is like that. I just keep falling and falling, never making it to the bottom, just twisting and screaming because I just want it to stop. My weight continues to go up, up, up and my self... Read more
The Evil of the holiday season......
Saturday, November 29, 2014 1 comments
Thanksgiving Day....I was thankful that my family is happy and healthy. Blessed that my daughter made it home safely for a few days, that I have a job and a roof over my head. Those are just a few of the things that come to mind if I had to a... Read more
Tis the season.....yeah, whatever
Thursday, November 06, 2014 0 comments
So many years of working holidays & weekends, they have all just become another day. Thanksgiving is a day that most of us, in my opinion, eat leftovers for the 'big meal' because everyone had prepped things a day or two earlier. It is a day w... Read more
Opinions needed...didn't know where else to post this :)
Monday, September 22, 2014 1 comments
I am wanting to go back on birth control of some sort, used to take oral contraceptives for years. I am interested in getting the Norplant or some kind of implant this time just because it would be there and I wouldn't have to worry about it f... Read more
How to lose 185 lbs quickly or I think my life is ready for a major change.
Saturday, July 19, 2014 3 comments
Last night I spent quite a while talking to a friend of mine, discussing how our lives have run off the rails, and we continue to spin our wheels where we are at. At 49, I said I am too old and obese, too many scars & flaws to start over with a... Read more
Reasons to get in shape & lose these extra lbs keep smacking me in the head like a 2x4
Monday, July 07, 2014 4 comments
I have not blogged on SP in for-ev-er!! This is one place I can write what it on my mind & what is stressing me. Plus, I have a bit on anonymity here. I have joined a fitness center for 90 days and have been very diligent about going everyda... Read more
"Give me some M-O-T-I-VA-T-I-O-N!!!!"
Wednesday, August 14, 2013 4 comments
God gives us a wonderful, perfect body for our lifetime and the least we should do is take care of it. I have neglected the health and well-being of my body more that I care to think about. I have allowed myself the satisfaction, at least that... Read more
The Big "O"
Wednesday, February 08, 2012 2 comments
O as in obese. I never thought I would be using that word to describe myself. My SOB gets angry because when I was young and stupid, around 18 years old, I told him I would never get fat. It just wasn't me to be fat. Well, in the last 4-5 ye... Read more
My name is Dragonflyspirit & I am an addict.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 5 comments
I was watching Dr. Oz the other day and there was a woman on the show that weighed 260#, not all that much more than me right now. I have added another 15# to my already Ruebenesque figure. (It sounds better to phrase it that was than to be bl... Read more
Have you ever wanted to just scream, "SHUT UP!!!!"
Wednesday, March 09, 2011 3 comments
There are days I cannot handle the sound of other people's conversations!! I am sitting here at work tonight and two of my co-workers were here and carrying on a conversa... Read more
Am I crazy?!?!?
Monday, February 21, 2011 8 comments
Realizing my Mom is getting older....
Monday, January 10, 2011 4 comments
I feel like I am plummeting to the bottom...
Monday, December 27, 2010 5 comments
I know the decision has to be mine to get down to brass tacks and lose this weight. Everyday I become more and more depressed and fell like I am fighting a losing (or is it a non-losing?) battle. Yes, lately I have been eating a lot of ga... Read more
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