Have you ever had one of those dreams where you are falling, and falling....
Saturday, December 20, 2014      1 comments

only to never reach the bottom? Everyday of my life is like that. I just keep falling and falling, never making it to the bottom, just twisting and screaming because I just want it to stop. My weight continues to go up, up, up and my self... Read more
The Evil of the holiday season......
Saturday, November 29, 2014      1 comments

Thanksgiving Day....I was thankful that my family is happy and healthy. Blessed that my daughter made it home safely for a few days, that I have a job and a roof over my head. Those are just a few of the things that come to mind if I had to a... Read more
Tis the season.....yeah, whatever
Thursday, November 06, 2014      0 comments

So many years of working holidays & weekends, they have all just become another day. Thanksgiving is a day that most of us, in my opinion, eat leftovers for the 'big meal' because everyone had prepped things a day or two earlier. It is a day w... Read more
Opinions needed...didn't know where else to post this :)
Monday, September 22, 2014      1 comments

I am wanting to go back on birth control of some sort, used to take oral contraceptives for years. I am interested in getting the Norplant or some kind of implant this time just because it would be there and I wouldn't have to worry about it f... Read more
How to lose 185 lbs quickly or I think my life is ready for a major change.
Saturday, July 19, 2014      3 comments

Last night I spent quite a while talking to a friend of mine, discussing how our lives have run off the rails, and we continue to spin our wheels where we are at. At 49, I said I am too old and obese, too many scars & flaws to start over with a... Read more
Reasons to get in shape & lose these extra lbs keep smacking me in the head like a 2x4
Monday, July 07, 2014      4 comments

I have not blogged on SP in for-ev-er!! This is one place I can write what it on my mind & what is stressing me. Plus, I have a bit on anonymity here. I have joined a fitness center for 90 days and have been very diligent about going everyda... Read more
"Give me some M-O-T-I-VA-T-I-O-N!!!!"
Wednesday, August 14, 2013      4 comments

God gives us a wonderful, perfect body for our lifetime and the least we should do is take care of it. I have neglected the health and well-being of my body more that I care to think about. I have allowed myself the satisfaction, at least that... Read more
The Big "O"
Wednesday, February 08, 2012      2 comments

O as in obese. I never thought I would be using that word to describe myself. My SOB gets angry because when I was young and stupid, around 18 years old, I told him I would never get fat. It just wasn't me to be fat. Well, in the last 4-5 ye... Read more
My name is Dragonflyspirit & I am an addict.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011      5 comments

I was watching Dr. Oz the other day and there was a woman on the show that weighed 260#, not all that much more than me right now. I have added another 15# to my already Ruebenesque figure. (It sounds better to phrase it that was than to be bl... Read more
Have you ever wanted to just scream, "SHUT UP!!!!"
Wednesday, March 09, 2011      3 comments

There are days I cannot handle the sound of other people's conversations!! I am sitting here at work tonight and two of my co-workers were here and carrying on a conversa... Read more
Am I crazy?!?!?
Monday, February 21, 2011      8 comments

I ran in the Komen Race for the Cure 5k last September and have not seriously run after that.. Since then I have packed on the pounds and am starting over at "0" again. There is another Komen 5k in my area in May.....do you see where this is ... Read more
Nothing to say....
Monday, February 07, 2011      2 comments

Am I the only person I know that has difficulty having a conversation with others? I am really not sure when it started, it has been quite a while though. I am a bit ... Read more
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      5 comments

(this was not the expression on my face at the time....) Those were the only words I could say when my SO(B) came around the corner into the hallway when I was trying to... Read more
Realizing my Mom is getting older....
Monday, January 10, 2011      4 comments

Just in the past few weeks I have began to notice my mom is starting to slow down. For the past 5 years my sisters and I have been trying to tell her she cannot keep overdoing on everything and that we are available to do the heavy work for her... Read more
I feel like I am plummeting to the bottom...
Monday, December 27, 2010      5 comments

I know the decision has to be mine to get down to brass tacks and lose this weight. Everyday I become more and more depressed and fell like I am fighting a losing (or is it a non-losing?) battle. Yes, lately I have been eating a lot of ga... Read more

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