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I am so beat down
Wednesday, September 02, 2015      11 comments

This year has been the most turmoiltouous year I have ever have. I am exhausted by everything in my life. And everything just keeps piling and buring me deeper and deeper. I'm at nearly 250 pounds now. I feel like total and complete crap - insi... Read more
Weigh in Wednesday selfie
Thursday, February 19, 2015      9 comments

2 lbs less than last week -- but I wouldn't say that I lost 2 lbs....its just.....wow. Lots of bad decisions lately. ... Read more
Keep Gaining
Sunday, February 15, 2015      6 comments

Weigh in 240.8 this week. Got a ton of chocolate for my bday. And for valentines day. And fast food (which I don't eat). It is impossible not being home. I fe... Read more
Is it nap time?
Friday, February 06, 2015      6 comments

New temp job is awesome and insanely busy and insanely so much to do to catch up. Working 8.5 hr days at the shop, and bringing home 5-7 hours a night. Sleepy. Having fun though. Weigh in, up a lb, but ate a Brazillian Ste... Read more
The answer? 3000.
Monday, January 19, 2015      5 comments

Yep. Both days of this weekend, tracked: 3K each. OUuuuuuuuuuuuch. Expected. Not going to get it get me down. Today, I worked my tiny little feet off (they're not tiny, but I still worked them off!!) I ran from 8:30 a to 8:15 pm on... Read more
Holy Fatty
Sunday, January 18, 2015      5 comments

Not me, my foods! I've made some DELICIOUS-ly bad choices the last two days. I need to track it. Yesterday I had a Perkins breakfast, complete with Chicken biscuits and gravy, bacon, sausage, and eggs........and a milkshake. (C'mon, they... Read more
How did I not blog for four days?
Friday, January 16, 2015      3 comments

I'm trying a new years resolution to blog often. Get things off my chest. Keep me accountable. Keep a document of whats goin' on overall. And yet, here I am, slackin' already!! Well, we started working out. I've rode my s... Read more
Day one of the rest of my life!!!
Monday, January 12, 2015      5 comments

Too dramatic? Maybe. But I mean it this time dang it all. Today, after a week of not, I got up and worked out. I had yet another horrible nights sleep. Went to bed with a head ache, woke up with a headache and a ton of tossing and turni... Read more
Wonderful Wonderbag!
Saturday, January 10, 2015      3 comments

Why am I happy today? Well, I'm forcing myself to be happy, because in all honesty, my anxiety is a level freaking 11 today. BUT - I got two packages in the mail today. The first: a photo collage canvas that I made of pictures I've taken... Read more
Happiness in the midst of poo
Thursday, January 08, 2015      4 comments

Remember last blog's sleepless night. Ha! Last night was a ditto. Now, it had nothing to do with pets, just insomnia and pain. But, I went to bed somewhere between 1:30-2 (yes, still late - but I got up at 1 for petes sake!)......was still wide ... Read more
Well, that was a rough night!!!
Wednesday, January 07, 2015      6 comments

Well, first time in....ever(?)....I just got up after noon. 1:00 pm was my rise and freakin' shine. My evening started out, going to bed at 11pm. Then Bud freaking out with some sort of ear ache/itch. So, we came out to sleep in the living... Read more
I took all five pets to the vet......
Tuesday, January 06, 2015      1 comments

......because I am a glutton for punishment!! Happiness of today? Surviving the trip to the vet! And everyone getting a (pretty much) clean bill of health! This year my pets will turn, 7, 13, 13, 13, and 17; so any trip to the vet is alway... Read more
I cheated on you, sparkpeople
Monday, January 05, 2015      3 comments

It is true. Today I joined the free trial of "dailyburn". Really customized and seemingly use-friendly. Haven't started the videos yet, but I really like they give you one 30 min video a day and just like - bam - use this. I won't ... Read more
Bring on the happy....and the cough syrup
Sunday, January 04, 2015      3 comments

In my effort to maintain happiness all year, yesterday I drove to my moms and got her some groceries. Then went to visit my gram, and she also needed groceries! So I headed back into town, and got those. It made me happy to make them happy - and... Read more
My new years resolution(s)
Thursday, January 01, 2015      3 comments

My new years revolution: to do something everyday to bring happiness to my life. No matter big or small, make a conscious effort to be happy. This may include a walk with the dogs. Reading a book. Calling a loved one. Watc... Read more

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