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might need a boat.
Wednesday, September 26, 2018      2 comments

It's raining. Again. It's rained everyday since Friday. From nice gentle rains to heavy downpours. The ground sounds like a sponge when you walk on it. And there's more rain forecasted for tomorrow. Then more rain next week. I might n... Read more
baby blanket - dna
Friday, September 21, 2018      5 comments

Besides trying to lose weight and get healthier, I sew. And watch Netflix while sewing, a LOT of Netflix. This blanket I started back in May or June and I hated it. I was just going to make my pattern without really thinking or planning it. W... Read more
depression low
Monday, September 17, 2018      5 comments

Depression sucks! I'm having a low right now. It's like I have 2 good days followed by 3 bad. Damn roller coaster ride that I hate. I'm standing in Sam's club, looking for my skinny popcorn mini caramel cakes. They don't have them.... Read more
self diagnosing
Tuesday, September 11, 2018      4 comments

I have skin issues. Went to a dermatologist way back when it first started. They did a skin scraping and said that I have atopic dermatitis and prescribe me a steroid cream. It didn't help. I didn't go back. Went to an allergist.... Read more
The Fluffy and the Pit
Sunday, September 09, 2018      4 comments

My daughter has a 3 year old long hair calico cat, Nora. She's what we call a witch. Her parents were both feral, so she can lose her bones and become teeth and nails and inflict some damage if your not fast enough. Nora doesn't attack us, ju... Read more
Depression and food
Tuesday, September 04, 2018      6 comments

I have depression. I have angry moody depression. It's so much fun. I have days when I'm good. I eat a good healthy diet. Then I have bad days. Days when all I want is junk food. Days when nothing looks good. Days when my body only wan... Read more
Monday, September 03, 2018      2 comments

I've been trying to do good. I've been walking for the past 2 weeks either on my treadmill, or around the neighborhood, for about 1.5 miles a day. I've taken 2 days off. Well the other day I noticed that my little toe on my right foot was hur... Read more
doing better
Friday, August 31, 2018      5 comments

Wednesday was an awful day. I think I cried all day over everything, for no reason. Today I'm better. Not sure if I'm happy, but I do know I haven't cried in 2 days. so that's an improvement. I've decided to get more active on here. ... Read more
fighting demons
Wednesday, August 29, 2018      6 comments

I'm fighting demons that don't exist. I'm fighting past hurtful remarks. I'm fighting problems that may never be. I'm fighting myself. I'm fighting my reality. I'm fighting demons that are in my head, and they are winning. I feel lik... Read more
meal plan august 19
Sunday, August 19, 2018      3 comments

(I hate my laptop! I just deleted a whole paragraph because I looked up to see which cat was growling.) lets try this again .... I recently had said that I was losing weight and I didn't really know what I was doing to lose the weight. Whi... Read more
The magic portal
Saturday, August 18, 2018      1 comments

No it's not something that you can put your fat in and make it disappear. It's really just a door on my patio. I have two of them, one that goes into the mud room and one in the living room. The one in the living room isn't that old and wit... Read more
cold brew coffee
Tuesday, August 07, 2018      2 comments

I love Starbucks lattes. I know they are high calorie, high sugar, high everything, but I love them all the same. But they didn't love me. They gave me horrible sores in the back of my mouth. I didn't get heartburn, or upset stomach, just th... Read more
Blank page
Monday, August 06, 2018      3 comments

I've been reading a book lately, a kind of "your life is good" book. It's titled Only Love Today by Rachel Macy Stafford. I have depression and a crap family and this book is helping me deal with both. It's helping me see the brighter side ... Read more
I just want to complain .....
Tuesday, July 24, 2018      4 comments

I know I really shouldn't. I know that I should be very thrilled. But I'm so tired. I'm tired of waking up before the sun. I'm tired things in my house out of place. I'm tired of locking up my animals up all day. I'm tired of not being abl... Read more
easy meatless mexican meal
Friday, July 20, 2018      9 comments

I don't eat a lot of meat, I don't feel the desire for it, so most of the meals I make for myself are meatless. And usually a dump pan. I love the mixed frozen vegetables that you can buy at the grocery store. They make my eating easy, when ... Read more

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