Trouble with emotions again
Wednesday, March 17, 2010      0 comments

My husband is in a rush to leave the house and any comment from me is an attack. My bank has been charging extra interest charges from all the way back to 2008! At a time when I was in the hospital for a suicide attempt and he used my credit c... Read more
Operation Coming Up
Friday, March 12, 2010      4 comments

Mar 22 I'm going to get surgery to correct a trigger finger. It's the first time we had enough money to do it. Going to doctor appointments, etc., have made me miss me exercise classes twice. And it will twice again next week. Oh, well it wi... Read more
Important Spark Policy
Tuesday, March 09, 2010      0 comments

If you quote another person's work, poem etc. in your blog you must give them credit. Usually we just quote a sentence or two and give the web site where they can see the rest. We don't want to violate copyright infringement laws.... Read more
I reached a goal!
Sunday, March 07, 2010      4 comments

My first goal was to tie my own shoes. And my clothes are loose. emoticon ... Read more
Doctor Says
Friday, March 05, 2010      7 comments

She said to go on celebrex for my arthritis, sent me for x-rays, and told me I lost 6 pounds this month. I've thrown my scale away. It was too tempting and vastly inaccurate. Getting back to exercise may help stave off depression.... Read more
The Cell door closes slowly
Wednesday, March 03, 2010      5 comments

I can feel the depression coming back. I stopped exercises because the back of my neck is very sore. I see my primary care tomorrow.... Read more
The prison door opens
Sunday, February 28, 2010      1 comments

I don't know how many years I spent in the prison we call depression. But suddenly, after a medicine change, the door is open. I have to speak cautiously about this because it's happened before and I have been put back in before. Maybe it ... Read more
The wheel loves me
Thursday, February 25, 2010      3 comments

I have gotten 500 bonus points twice in a row. I got myself a personal trainer (don't I wish) and the rest I have been trying to share with my groups. It takes a long time with diabetes. My support group with the most members.... Read more
Check-In with Bipolar
Tuesday, February 23, 2010      3 comments

Don't Forget to check in regularly with your bipolar team. We need each other for support. It only takes a few minutes. ... Read more
Good intentions go awry
Sunday, February 21, 2010      3 comments

At the YMCA yesterday I got on the treadmill when it was going way to fast and I flew off the end hurting my knees. I'll be staying with the aquatics class for quite a while in the future. ... Read more
Blood test results
Friday, February 12, 2010      3 comments

Everything is great. Everything except my A1C which definitely needs work since it's in the 8's. My eyes show no diabetic damage. Cholesterol is good. But the A1C tests are for 3 months and December was a fiasco. Now I centered and goal ... Read more
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Saturday, February 06, 2010      1 comments

I have to be away for the day so I won't be able to post on my regular sites. My fasting blood sugar is 62. I am no longer depressed or manic (a temporary phase I will enjoy). My new medications and the new dosages seem to be working. Have... Read more
The scales are unreliable
Thursday, February 04, 2010      4 comments

I knew I was losing weight. My clothes are loose, my face is getting thinner but that scale wouldn't move. When the scale finally did move, it went down by four pounds. Scales in my estimation are totally unreliable. Perhaps they even sho... Read more
Loose clothes
Saturday, January 30, 2010      3 comments

How long I have waited for these clothes to be lose? At least 5 years. Granted it has meant I could wear the same clothes for a long time but who really wants to be 2x forever. I have almost a whole wardrobe from the last time I gained weight... Read more
What I learned from leaving Spark People
Monday, January 25, 2010      4 comments

I was out of control, my diabetes, my diet and my bipolar. I didn't have anyone to talk to or to help me up. A lot of people responded to my last blog but I didn't see it until today. That support is priceless. What I did was stupid but I h... Read more

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