So painful...
Monday, December 01, 2008      5 comments

I know I needed to weigh myself this morning to get some perspective on exactly how much I have gained in the last couple months, but that was horribly painful. Turns out I have gained 10 pounds... putting me just back over the borderline of bei... Read more
I thought wrong...
Tuesday, November 25, 2008      10 comments

Well, I still haven't really been on here. I thought I was ready to come back... I guess not. I am so completely exhausted all the time. I feel like I am on the verge of falling asleep 24 hrs. a day. It's driving me nuts. I can't seem to get any... Read more
I'm baaaaaaaaack... Well, kinda...
Monday, November 10, 2008      9 comments

It has been a little over a month since I decided to take a break. I have decided I am ready to come back, just not full force. I will be checking in a bit and I am going to start tracking my food and fitness again. My mood has improved a little... Read more
Taking a (quasi)Sparkbreak...
Wednesday, October 08, 2008      17 comments

I have decided to take somewhat of a break from Sparkpeople (and the internet in general) for now. I have reached one of the lowest low points of my life. I'm completely broke down the last couple of days. I have been feeling absolutely worthles... Read more
Monday, October 06, 2008      10 comments

I told myself I wouldn't let the stress get to me... but I have. I don't know what is wrong with me. My meds were working and now they're not. I have no energy once again... I can't even seem to get myself to move off the couch. I can't focus or... Read more
Feeling a little better...
Wednesday, October 01, 2008      7 comments

I can't believe it's October already! I'm still not feeling well, but I'm definitely feeling better than I was. So I think I'm going to give my new treadmill a go today. I am not going to push myself too hard... I just know I need to get up and ... Read more
Sick :(
Monday, September 29, 2008      10 comments

Grrrrrr... I hate being sick! (Who doesn't?!) I had been slightly off-track for a couple of days. Then last Monday I decided to buy myself a treadmill... No more exercise excuses for me! I know if I spent the money to buy it and it's sitting in ... Read more
Thanks and Update on Sinatra...
Thursday, September 25, 2008      13 comments

For those of you who read my post in the Done Girls about my kitty, I just want to say thanks so much for the support. He is home now and doing much better. They ended up having to perform the surgery to get his colon back inside his body. He ha... Read more
Not good enough...
Monday, September 22, 2008      10 comments

I came to a realization Saturday night... I have not made any progress in my journey when it comes to learning to love myself. Why am I not good enough for myself? I seem to hate myself... and I don't know why. We went to the casino and all I co... Read more
Freaking out!!!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008      14 comments

I cannot wait until Friday... I am totally freaking out!!! That's when I will be driving up to get my new doggy! Isn't she gorgeous?!!! I feel like a little kid on Christmas Eve... I"m going to have a hard time sleeping the next couple nights! l... Read more
I feel like a bowl full of Jell-O...
Wednesday, September 03, 2008      4 comments

I feel like a bowl full of Jell-O. Um, not to eat... I literally feel like my body is made of gelatin... lol! ... Read more
I am not a failure!!!
Monday, September 01, 2008      10 comments

I stepped on the scale only to see my weight go back up again. I am getting so frustrated. I can't seem to stay on track for more than a day. But I am not a failure, because I am not giving up. It is a new month and I am starting fresh. I am goi... Read more
Good start...
Monday, August 25, 2008      5 comments

Today was a good start to the week. I didn't manage to exercise but I did go grocery shopping and got some cleaning done, so at least I wasn't sitting on my booty all day. I tried my first vegetarian family meal for dinner tonight. I made a h... Read more
Been a bad girl :(
Sunday, August 24, 2008      6 comments

Well, I was a really bad girl with my eating over the last week. We had my boys' birthday party last weekend and there was lots of leftover cake and ice cream. I have had some every single day this week (except yesterday) and I did not work out ... Read more
Been a while...
Thursday, August 21, 2008      6 comments

Well, it's been a while since I updated. I was doing pretty good about blogging at least a couple times a week. I really have been pretty busy though. The kids went back to school yesterday and I start back on Wednesday. I only have 3 semesters ... Read more

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